Harder than it sounds

I started this blog so I could be REAL.  I would put everything out here no matter what.  So today I am really disappointed in myself.  But with that I think I made a pretty good discovery that will help me.

Last night Jarrod had to work so it was just me & the kids.  When it's like that, it does make it harder for me to fit in exercise.  I should have gotten my butt up while Caleb was sleeping but I didn't.  I used that time to try and clean up the house a little.  So what was the overall outcome...no real exercise for me other than some squats I was doing for a challenge I was in.

Once again there was a bowl game on last night.  Not my team but it was hubby's so I watched the UF vs UL game aka Sugarbowl.  I have always known that nights were harder on me for the snacking.  We last night after a pretty damn good day I gave in and have some Ranch Wheat Thins (more than I should) and a few Hershey Kisses and a few small Reese's cups.  Oh and a can of Mt. Dew.  My good day BLOWN all in a matter of maybe an hour of weakness.

So what did this teach me???  One I need to get in bed earlier because my willpower has a timer and after 10pm it goes to shit. 

Today is a new day and even though I am upset that I let myself do that, I will try again today.  This is not one of those things that will just go away on its on.  I have to fight for what I want and well I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT ANY MORE!!!!!  I know I will mess up but I was really wishing it was further down the road than Day 2.

Well today is a new day so here goes....I have to have 5 days of exercise with 2 rest days so since I didn't work out yesterday guess that is one of my rest day.  Gotta get 45 minutes in today (15 for the foods I ate last night even though that won't touch it) and eat good!